It Started With A Whisper (And That Was When I Kissed Her)
Rules Are Meant To Be Broken
A/N: The big one.
TW: Abuse, blackmail, homophobia, scars cuz I'm feeling angsty. If you'd like to skip, I'll add ❀ and another when it's over.
CW: Kinda Smut but not really? ( I'll add a ★ to indicate where it starts and where it's ends."
Why was s Adora here?
Waiting for Lonnie in the hot tub.
'This was a bad idea.' Adora told herself, slouching in the warm water.
'Or was it?' She questioned. Ugh.
Catra obviously didn't care. If she had, she would've made a effort to fix this.
Right?
Adora didn't know anymore.
*
Catra felt bad. She didn't realize a seat was so important to Adora. Maybe she should've. 'Maybe I should just apologize.' She told herself. She got up out of her bed to look for Adora.
First she looked in the gym. No Adora, though she found Glimmer and Bow in the middle of something she shouldn't have been seeing.
Then she looked in the spa. Adora wasn't the spa type because she couldn't relax to save her life. But Catra thought it'd be worth a try.
She made her way to the showering area, where she didn't find Adora.
"Does anyone know where Adora is?" She asked a group of girls, Adora's friends. Netossa pointed to the left. "Saw her going to the hot tub, probably going to do something stupid."
"Thanks!" Catra said, running up to her room to find her swimsuit.
*
It was late. Was Adora getting duped? Maybe Lonnie was tricking her or something. Why was she even here.
"Hey." she heard, it wasn't Lonnie.
"Catra?"
Catra was shivering, which made sense considering she had a small red bikini on. Said bikini made it really hard for Adora to focus. 'I'm so gay.'
Adora in contrary had one piece on with shorts. She never like swimsuits, they made her feel weird. So she always wore shorts over.
"Can I .. sit?" Catra asked nervously, Adora assumed she wasn't fond of water. Adora just nodded. Catra returned the gesture and sat on the bench inside the circular tub.
After a couple moments of silence, Catra finally spoke.
"Look, I'm not good at friends. Or people. I've had to take care of myself for a pretty long while. I guess it just didn't occur to me that you would want to sit with me. Or even care at all."
It was true, Catra's past made it really hard for her to be emotionally available. She'd never had a steady relationship with the exception of her little sister.
"I'm sorry I hurt your feelings. I didn't realize how much it meant to you." Catra's ears were flat and her tail was nervously swaying, Adora could tell it was genuine.
"I'm sorry too. You were right." Adora told her. Catra grinned. "I'm right about a lot of things, Adora. Gotta be more specific."
"Shut up." Adora returned. "So we're cool?"
"Yup. If that's good with you."
"That's more than good to me." Adora told her. Catra hummed and let herself get closer. And this is when Adora noticed Catra's back. ❀
Catra could feel Adora staring. She knew her scars were noticeable with a bikini on. But she hadn't thought about it. She had already come to terms with them. Kind of. Plus, she could barely see them. Out of sight, out of mind.
"Do they hurt?" Adora found herself asking, immediately regretting it. "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked that."
"It's fine." Catra said, her tone soft. "It happened almost two years ago. So to answer your question, no." Adora nodded, tracing her fingers on Catra's back, earning a purr in return.
"Catra.. these are." Adora struggled to find the right words. She had no intention of offending Catra. Nor did she want to make her uncomfortable.
"You can ask about it, if you want." Catra spoke, she seemed unsure, but willing to talk.
"Are you okay?" Was the first thing Adora had asked. Catra nodded. "Like I said, almost two years ago. Thanks for asking I guess."
"How did you.. you know?"
"Get them?" Catra asked, Adora nodded. It took Catra a moment to find the words.
"I was outed the end of sophomore year. I trusted someone I shouldn't have. He said he'd keep my secret if I did things for him. It started off easy, like getting candy from the drug store down the street or helping him with his homework. But eventually it got worse. So bad that he told me if I didn't have sex with him, he'd tell everyone." Catra paused, taking a breath.
"I told him no, and he told everyone. My dad wasn't happy, like at all. So he started hitting me. Something about seeing the light. He thought it smack it out of me i guess. It was fine. Nothing I couldn't handle. But then he started hitting Emerson. She didn't deserve that." Catra winced at the memory.
"I remember begging him to stop, he kept going. So I took a baseball bat, went outside, and told him if he didn't let her go I'd fuck up his car. He loved that car more than us. He didn't let her go, so I smashed his car. While he was distracted, Emerson went upstairs and got our stuff. I had been planning to get out for a while so I had some stuff saved, but we had to leave earlier than anticipated. So when Emerson came back, I grabbed her and sprinted until he stopped chasing behind us." ❀
Adora tried to wrap her head around it all. Catra had been through so much and she just turned 18? She gave Catra a warm yet apologetic smile as she let her hands intertwine with Catra's "I know this doesn't make a difference, but fuck them. You're so much stronger than you could imagine and and I'm proud of you."
Catra was conflicted, the lone wolf in her wanted to scream and yell, telling Adora she didn't need her pity. She could handle it by herself. She wanted to push Adora away.
But the other half wanted to be in Adora's arms, just wanting to be held. Someone was proud of her. That was enough.
So, they got to talking again, doing what they always did. Catra let her walls down, making Adora incredibly grateful.
*
"Remember the first time we first met?" Catra asked Adora. Adora blushed, she did remember. She also wished to forget it ever happened. Catra grinned a little.
"Eight Grade, you and Sparkles were trying to recruit people for gay straight alliance thing." Catra started. Adora couldn't take this, she was going to die of embarrassment. Catra was obviously noticing as she continued. "I went up to you guys' booth at the club fair, still deeply closeted. And what did you say?"
"I'm not saying it."
"Yes you are."
"Nope." Adora stated. "Now drop it. If a hot girl was right in front of you, you'd say something stupid too."
"Good to know you've thought I was hot since 8th grade." Catra retorted, giggling. "What was it you said again?" Catra hummed, she was just teasing at this point.
"Hi I'm lesbians and we're Adora..." Adora said in a mutter, earning a shriek of laughter from Catra.
Adora remember it perfectly. Pre popularity Catra was still much less awkward.
"And then Sparkles says, 'I'm actually bi' and you tell her to shut up through your teeth even though your smiling. It was priceless dude!"
"I hate you."
"Sure you do." Catra smirked, letting herself get closer to the were she's sitting on her lap. "This okay?" she asked. Adora just nodded, her brain had been broken.
"Kiss me?" Adora blurted out.
Catra raised a brow, "Isn't that against the rules?"
"Wouldn't be the first forbidden line we've crossed."
★ Adora told her before leaning in and kisssing Catra, rougher than usual. Her other hand was sliding around Catra's lower back to urge her closer. Catra's moan was soft as she arched into the touch.
Oh yeah, her tail. Adora had actually done some more research on Magicat tails (don't ask why) and learned it was an extension to the bak as well as being super sensitive.
Adora slid her hand on Catra's cheek around to cup the back of her neck. At this point, she practically started massaging the base of Catra's tail, earning a whimper and another rough kiss in return.
Things escalated quickly.
They took themselves back to the hotel room.
And by the end of the night, Catra wasn't a virgin anymore. ★
*
But a problem lied ahead. One Adora didn't think of. She had completely forgotten about something.
Lonnie.
A/N: That awkward moment when the lines blur between fake and real...
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