Rehan's pov (I won't clear anything so don't get happy)

"Sharab chahiye Hume Rahil intezam karo (I want alcohol Rahil Arrange it)" I told him and he looked at me strangely almost with pity?

Now people pity me? Huh? Why the fuck anyone will pity Nawab Rehan Iqbal?

"Bhai Jaan aj apki suhag raat hai jab nikah kar hi liya hai to nibha bhi lijiye. (Brother tonight is your wedding night if you married her then stick to the marriage as well)" Rahil lectured as he always does

"Humein tumse Salah lene ki zaroorat nahi hai rahil jo kaha hai wo karo (I don't need to take opinion from you do what I asked you)" I told him and he nodded his head while leaving from there to bring alcohol

I'm married today to the girl whom I hate and love both. Sounds really weird isn't it? Either you love someone or hate someone but both together for one person? Is really weird if you ask me. I wouldn't have believed it either if I wasn't the person who was going through this.

I never took interest in love or marriage because I never wanted to get tied to one girl for my whole life because I don't believe in multiple marriages. Handling one is equal to hell handling 4 together. I can't even imagine that. I was fine with sleeping around and doing my work. Alcohol is my best friend and peace bringer.

Everything was fine until one day I saw that girl dancing in the rain who kept haunting my days and night along with dreams. I was searching for her for days then I gave up when I gave up she came in front of me.

That time I was with my other minions if I didn't pull her stole someone else would have and that's something I couldn't let happen. I thought she would cry and beg for her stole but proving my assumptions completely wrong she slapped me. She. Slapped. Me. She slapped Rehan Iqbal the nawab of Nainital. Nobody had dared to raise their voice in front of me and that girl slapped me in front of everyone. I was amazed by her actions, not only that she even cursed me, called me names and threatened to beat me with her sandal. Her name was just like her face, Beautiful. I like her name very much. That's why I didn't change her name even after changing her religion.

If it was someone else I would have burned them alive for doing this but for her I couldn't do anything. I kept her as a maid in my home and made sure she was thrown out from her aunt's home. I used to touch her and she would try her best to get away from me.

She wasn't like other girls who gave up who wanted to be with me or who were scared of me. She wanted to fight me. She was different in my eyes till a point and then everything changed. I can't believe that she is so evil under her innocent and modest facade. She is pathetic and she dared to break my heart. She will pay for whatever she did. I know if someone else was in my place they would have never married her but I did. Because I can't let her do what she is doing. It's time for her punishment and she will get it. She will wear a burqa all the time and no one will ever see her except me.

"Bhai Jaan ye raha (Brother here take it)" Rahil says and gave me alcohol

I consumed it and now I'm feeling good. Tonight is mine along with every other night. I won't let anyone else come between us ever again. Sitara is mine. I will touch her with all rights today. Anyways she is mine to touch. It's different that I'm late to do it. I don't understand why this particular girl attracted me till the extent of making me marry her. I should have backed off in disgust but here I'm married to her. She isn't as beautiful or slim as I prefer but still I love every single thing about her. She is perfect in my eyes even if she isn't in others. Her thick body makes me want to do all the unholy things which I can do. Her Juicy breasts ask me to grope them, suck them whenever I look at them. She is a seductress and I'm seduced.

"Sach Kehte Hai log Rahil Ishq zeher hai. Jo karta hai wo marta hai. Aurat ek khubsurat bala hai jo Mard tabah kar deti hai. (people are right who call love poison Rahil whoever falls in love they die. Women are a beautiful disasters which destroys men.)" I told him and I guess I'm drunk

"aapko usse Nikah nahi karna chahiye tha bhai Jaan wo aap ke layak nahi hai. Chachi Jaan Bhi khafa hai apse usse Nikah karne ki wajah se. Usse Nikah karke apne sab kuch bigad diya. (you shouldn't have married her brother, she isn't worthy of you. Aunt is also angry over you because you married her. By marrying her you messed up everything.)" Rahil said but I didn't cared about anything

How will I make him understand that I felt pain in my heart when I got to know everything. My heart was clenching in pain and I was feeling like I'm dying. The pain was too much to handle. No one knows how I felt. No one knows how much it hurts. I didn't know her for a long time but it feels like I know her from ages. I feel emotions for her which make me question my own self. Who is she to me? Why does she matter to me? Because she matters to me, her betrayal matters more. I feel like I have lost my mind.

"Apne bahut pee liya hai sharab chaliye ab haweli chalte hai. Nayi dulhan intezar kar rahi hogi. (you have drink enough, let's go back to the mansion. New bride must be waiting for you.)" Rahil said and I remember about her

Yeah she is waiting for me. Is she waiting for me? No she isn't waiting for me because she wants to run away from me but will I let her run away from me? Never ever!

I sat inside the jeep with Rahil and reached the mansion in no time. I'm coming to you Sitara tonight. I will make you mine.

Sitara's pov

"Khana kha lijiye (eat your food)" A maid said as she placed the plate of food in front of me

I haven't eaten anything for so long and seeing the food made me feel hungry. It had roti and potato curry which is made for the maids of this house. They gave me the food which maids eat. I don't know what I should feel about it. It's food and I'm hungry so I will eat it and I won't insult food for any reason.

I finished everything and I am now feeling good. It's night now and he must be coming soon. I know what I have to do. Let him do what he wants. If I try to stop him he will beat me, slap me and hurt me very much after doing all of that. Still I don't think i can save myself from him and he is my husband he has right over me which I can't deny.

After washing my hands, I sat down on the chair. Yes I didn't dare to sit on the bed. It's his bed and I don't want him to beat me for this reason.

This dress is so heavy and the jewellery is so problematic. I don't know how to manage everything.

His mother or sister hasn't come to threaten me again. That's a relief! I am getting bored here but the fear of him touching me is not leaving my head. I have always maintained a good distance from men and today I will share my body with a man who is unfortunately my husband. I am thinking about my mother as well. Is she fine? Did she sat inside train safely? Will she forgive me for what I did? Will my family miss me? There are so many things going on in my head.

I kept waiting for him and suddenly the door opened. It was him! He came and stared at me straight without even blinking. What is he looking at? Is something on my face?

"Apne Shohar ko adab kiya jata hai ye bhi nahi malum kya? (you need to greet your husband don't you know it?)"  he said and I stood up to greet him

"Pranam (Greetings)" I said but he didn't looked pleased

"Hindu nahi rahi tum Sitara ki unke tarah adab kar rahi ho. Bolo Asallam e waleykum (you're not hindu anymore Sitara that you're using their way to greet. Say Asallam e waleykum)" he replied and I sighed

He is looking different from normal days. Wait, has he drink alcohol? I can smell the awful smell of it but can't say anything to him.

I greeted him in his way and saw him coming near me. He actually drank alcohol as I smelt the smell once again this time more strongly.

He held my hand and made me sit on the bed. I didn't sat there for a moment and felt him pushing me on the bed making me lay flat. My chest became visible to him as the stole got snatched by him. It hurt me a bit because the stole was attached with my hair.

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Before I could say anything he pressed his lips against mine. First I felt disgusted because he was drunk but couldn't do anything. I didn't want to do anything which would make him beat me. My cheek already stings because of the slap.

I tried to stay as still as I could. My mother used to say that when a husband loves you in bed you should stay still and let him do whatever he wants. You don't do anything else rather than just being still and not blocking him.

When he left my lips I felt his lips on my neck. A small Ahh sound left my mouth as he sucked on my neck.

He pulled me up and removed my jewellery one by one on his own and kissed me whenever he got the chance. His hand was roaming on my chest caressing the area where no one ever dared to touch except me.

Soon I felt his hand going inside my dress and groping my breast. I moaned loudly when he did that. I don't know why I am doing this but it feels so good. His hands feel so good. He removed my upper part of the dress and I covered myself immediately because the light is on and I am feeling shy. No matter what I say he is a man and he will see me naked for the first time and feeling shy is very natural.

"Sabko dikhate hue sharam nahi ati apne shohar ko dikhane me itni sharam Arahi hai tumhe? (You don't feel shy when you show it to the world but you're feeling shy to show it to your husband?)" he asked and I looked at confused

What is he even saying? When did I show my breast to someone? I couldn't think more as he pulled my hands apart and made me fall on the bed as he started sucking on my breast. His mouth feels so good when he is sucking me like this. He is very good at making love to a woman.

Why won't he be? After all he has slept with half Nainital if he won't know then who will? My mood became bad when I thought about it but it changed again when he started caressing my other breast. He was taking turns in sucking and caressing.

I didn't know that it had so much good feeling. Is he feeling the same things I'm feeling? Is it the reason he sleeps around? Will he continue sleeping around even after our marriage today? What will I do if he does? Can I stop him? I will stop…. Ahhhhh! I screamed a bit as I felt pain! He entered his fingers inside my vagina. When did he remove my sharara pants again? He is entering and removing his fingers in the same motion.

Was I too lost in my thinking session?

He was not wearing his kurta as well. I stared at his body and it was perfect. As if his body was sculpted by the gods themselves. His body can make anyone drool over and I am no exception here. I am feeling so many things all together now. His body feels so good against mine. My bare breasts are getting rubbed with his chest occasionally and it feels so good which I can't explain in words.

His tongue has magic I'm telling you along with his fingers. He is creating a different feeling in my body as if I want to pee but It's not pee. I am trying my best to not pee but when he pinched my nipple I couldn't hold it anymore. I let it go and it felt so good.

I felt him removing his pants and his member was too big for me. How will it fit inside me? He was rubbing it on my entrance and coating it with my liquid.

His hands never stopped for once he was playing with my body it felt good. I thought I would be disgusted with his touch but it's nothing like that. He was mumbling a few things slowly but I couldn't hear it.

He entered my body with one thrust and kissed me hard at the same time biting my lips as if he was intentionally causing me pain. It's burning down there and he didn't stay still. He was moving inside me and it is paining so much. After a few more thrusts I felt warm liquid inside me and it felt good. It was paining but still it felt better.

He kneaded my breasts like a dough and again I released that liquid. I was making sounds so was he when we were releasing those liquids.

He was scratching and biting me everywhere as if taking out his anger. My lips are bleeding I'm sure as it's burning very much.

I again felt his body shaking as that warm liquid filled my inside.

"Hum tumse Nafrat karte hai Sitara bahut zyada Nafrat hum tumhe kabhi maaf nahi karenge. (I hate you Sitara, hate you a lot I will never forgive you)" He said as he lost his senses and laid on my body

What did he mean by he won't forgive me? What have I done to be hated by him and for what he won't forgive me?

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That's first night of theirs together

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